I haven’t written in a long time...
Couldn’t bring myself to write it...
For if I did, then I will be forced to stare at it and digest the information it’s throwing at me...
I’m leaving... leaving this place that I’ve grown so accustomed to in the past 3 years...
I’m leaving people, that I’ve grown to love so dearly... leaving people that changed me into a better person... leaving people who opened up their lives and shared it with me...
People tell me, ‘we’ll still see you’... I think, ‘well, maybe you would... but it’ll never be the same again’...
I know it’s part of life...
But I feel like I’m being forced to leave fragments of my heart for they’re become so personal to me...
I love you all, in ways bigger than u can possibly imagine...
If I never loved you all, then it wouldn’t hurt as much as it does now...
But it’s impossible not to love the amazing persons you all are...
Thank you for being part of me...
Gayathri Devi
Chuah Sim Mei
Amy Hoo
Dhayalen Krishnen
Gayathri Selvarajoo
Prakash Rao
Ronnie Romelean
Thanes
Ranjani
Sheikh Mohd Norhafiz
Xyroule Hisyam
Clarita
Rita Mohan
Yip Keen Nam
Tobias Javan
Simon Channing Nub
Timothy Cheng
Muhammad Danial
Natasha Mohd Noh
Ching Ai Sze
Ng Hooi Ling
Lee Ern Chi
Chin Yunni
Law Meng Hong
Chin Hai
Teo Jun Liang
Eunice Soh
Yogita
Tharishni
Nashjit
Pravesh
Anand
Suria
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that i don't hear them talk
Whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do i care
If they believe me or not
Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry
I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away?
Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry, cry
Couldn’t bring myself to write it...
For if I did, then I will be forced to stare at it and digest the information it’s throwing at me...
I’m leaving... leaving this place that I’ve grown so accustomed to in the past 3 years...
I’m leaving people, that I’ve grown to love so dearly... leaving people that changed me into a better person... leaving people who opened up their lives and shared it with me...
People tell me, ‘we’ll still see you’... I think, ‘well, maybe you would... but it’ll never be the same again’...
I know it’s part of life...
But I feel like I’m being forced to leave fragments of my heart for they’re become so personal to me...
I love you all, in ways bigger than u can possibly imagine...
If I never loved you all, then it wouldn’t hurt as much as it does now...
But it’s impossible not to love the amazing persons you all are...
Thank you for being part of me...
Gayathri Devi
Chuah Sim Mei
Amy Hoo
Dhayalen Krishnen
Gayathri Selvarajoo
Prakash Rao
Ronnie Romelean
Thanes
Ranjani
Sheikh Mohd Norhafiz
Xyroule Hisyam
Clarita
Rita Mohan
Yip Keen Nam
Tobias Javan
Simon Channing Nub
Timothy Cheng
Muhammad Danial
Natasha Mohd Noh
Ching Ai Sze
Ng Hooi Ling
Lee Ern Chi
Chin Yunni
Law Meng Hong
Chin Hai
Teo Jun Liang
Eunice Soh
Yogita
Tharishni
Nashjit
Pravesh
Anand
Suria
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we both just moved on
When people all stare
I'll pretend that i don't hear them talk
Whenever i see you, i'll swallow my pride and bite my tongue
Pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry
If anyone asks
I'll tell them we just grew apart
Yet what do i care
If they believe me or not
Whenever i feel your memory is breaking my heart
I'll pretend i'm okay with it all
Act like there's nothing wrong
Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry
I'm talking in circles
I'm lying, they know it
Why won't this just all go away?
Is it over yet
Can i open my eyes?
Is this as hard as it gets
Is this what it feels like to really cry, cry, cry
I KNEW IT!